I Still Love You

This what I saw two years ago. I felt the feelings in a deep way of touch. That was i crush. In his eyes. I felt the warmth. In his smile I felt I was so fucking safe around. And no one could give any shit to my face when i was beside you. I knew for remembering you i needed no more time up to go down just because of you I was feeling what I felt. What I wanted to. Unluckily you were going away. You just gave the wrong way to say goodbye.

I was so upset. Because the way you touched my heart made me curl up and smile brightener. Loosened all of my sadness and madness just about your winks I could keep up. Even I have never laid down on your chest and brushed my fingers through your 'always glint hair' and whispered 'I am Fine With You' I knew that I would love to. But now as you see. We are apart. We can't smile to each other. And the worse thing is I can't feel your warmth and it effects me I am always cold. Inside out and outside in.
Yeah.. You know it. I just couldn't say anything. I still love you baby. Maybe everyone sees 'I am FINE' but you know that ' I am Always Fine with You'. That's that!

 I think I am a foolish and DRUNK I can't forget all about you. I still want you to say ' I am all yours' to me. 'I want you to stay on me.' 'I want to be with you' 'I want to always safe you from the darkness'
And I want you to say 'I am your Man.' Even though you've never said the way I want.

Then now i see you with another girl. You would love to always warm her now. And I am here with no one!
I am still a foolish cause I still love you!

First Bla...

I am tired! Really. Being a forgetful person but i have to live with reminding a lot of passwords. So, you know how to be survive around those secret codes and everything. Yeah but I did. I pass that until now. I've been counting my things then i found out i have 100 passwords for different account. So.. It's like WOW I DID WHAT I HATE.
Okay now I am all fine in this post. But ssstt.. It's not the real fine anyway. I am tired of being forgetful! Here's the thing. I am holding on the wrong zone. Huuuuffftt
But at least I am starting (again) and I try to keep locking on! :) WELCOME TO MY ZONE